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I'm such a horrible, horrible person.

Here I go, promising you new chapters of "Price of your Heart" and I never post some. I feel horrible and I apologize profusely to all of you, my faithfull readers and those who have been actually looking forward to a new chapter. But, in my defense, I just haven't had any inspiration.
I don't want to give you any cheap excuses, but I think that if you've actually waited for so long, you deserve an explanation.

You see, I had this awful, horrible, blasted paper to write and it completely drained my energy. It wasn't fun, it was nothing I would have chosen as a topic, but I didn't really have much of a choice. After I was finished with it, I wanted to write the fanfic, but I was stuck on one scene and admittedly, just the thought of having to write something sent me into a fit of denial. Plus, after some time, I didn't feel anything when I thought about my challenge, it was like I completely lost my relation to it. And to be completely honest, I felt myself fall out of the fandom a little. Just a little. All I did the last week was watch One Piece, read fanfics and rp - a little - at pot_lj. Today I didn't think would be any different, but somehow I opened the newest chapter file and even wrote a bit. I went through the chapter and wrote some more and gradualy I felt the inspiration return. It gave me a positive charge and it seems I'll be able to write this weekend and next week. There is another paper coming up, but this one will be better (much more fun) and the presentation isn't due to mid-June.

I think I was really just drained and needed some time to recharge, collect myself...

Life had been...a bit confusing in the past months and I kept dragging some issues with me for a long time, but hopefully that's gone now.

I don't know when the next update will come, but hopefully soon. Hang on and thank you for still supporting my writing.
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